(not really)
A new semester here at SVU starts in two days and I am excited for it. I really let myself drop the ball last semester between school, unemployment, and being more "secluded" than I usually am. In fact I'm usually crazy and "the life of the party" (not my words I promise).
Anyway, I am looking forward to a fresh start in my eyes. I'll do well in school, go back to regularly working out, work on some rap with the help of some more friends who are way more talented than I, and just basically to actually have fun and try (and hopefully succede) to be happy.
So cheers to the New Year and cheers to the new semester!
2012
Let's make it poppin
This is me
I've come to the conclusion somewhat recently that one of my greatest desires in life is that it won't be meaningless. Now what do I mean by that? I couldn't even really tell you that, it's an ever evolving thought that I only recently have come to grasp. To summarize it's current meaning to me, however, is something I can do for you, for myself.
My previous motto or meaning for life was, simply put, to live my life to the fullest without regrets so that one day I may look back and be proud of the journey I took. While I still share this dream it has changed somewhat slightly. I've come to realize that while that self assurance is all well and good, it alone will not make me happy with my years spent.
I want to live my life the way I see fit, along my own path on my own journey. I want to experience all that I can so that I may learn all that I can. I wish to regret nothing, embrace everything. And I wish to not simply fade away after my time has come with a sense of self satisfaction. I want others to learn from my time. Teach those that are lost without forcing them to see. Share my thoughts with those that would wish to hear them. From my future children to my present friends and forever strangers, I wish for anyone and everyone to be able to regard my stories as advice (with questionable reliability at worst) and learn something from me and learn of me.
I refuse to fade to nothing, depart this plane with no one to witness my absence. I will be heard, I will be remembered, I will die yet I will still live. This is my wish in life.
These stories are how I plan to make it happen.
I'm highly entertained with the workings of your mind. Also a little blown away. I've seen you on campus and never woulda guessed ya to be a blogger. Respect.
ReplyDeleteAnd now I am extremely curious as to figure out who you are
ReplyDeleteThe world may never know. :)
ReplyDeleteOkay see that's just messed up
ReplyDeleteHaha. I mean, I'm entertained...
ReplyDeleteSo, you're in my Creative Writing class. I'm rather excited...
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